why do i keep updating this? -w-

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its not like im gonna keep submitting stuff, right?

anyways... >3>


the real reason i havent updated? the stuff ive been drawing, i felt it isnt good enough to put up here. ive doodled lots, but no major coloring big things. as much as i want to, i cant find the motivation for finishing it. its mostly ill draw the sketch & i plan to finish it but once i close the artbook i lose motivation to finish it.

& the "THERE'S ONE LITTLE PENCIL MARK ON THE CLEAN SHEET OF PAPER THE ENTIRE PAPER IS RUINED & I CANT DRAW ON THAT NOPENOPENOPENOPE" mentality i have locked into my brain? yeah that. uhm.

there's always gonna be some reason. this is the main one. sure, ive done lots; make a costume, drawn, sell things. my b-day was on the 18th, so thank yall for them wishes! that stupid SNOWPOCALYPSE HISTORIC STORM? it. was. shit. atleast in my area. barely got any snow! I AM DISSAPOINT

i wish i could go back to the old days, when i was submitting something almost every 5 seconds. where i could sit at the computer & just draw for hours on end & never have a worry. nothing but me, music, my tablet & my art. my back wont allow that anymore. neither will my motivation or my job.

but it isnt killed off. its just... not really there i guess? yeh. >A>;

dont grow up. grow old, grow wise, but dont. grow. up. theyll call you childish, but lets face it, everyone wants to be a kid again. we all want to go back to a time when you didnt have to worry about bills or where your food came from or how it got there.

they say youre acting like a child? good. because in this day & age, where shit is only gonna get worse, sometimes, we need an adult who's childish at heart. if everyone wants to go back to their childhood days, whats wrong with being called childish?
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Whiplash195's avatar
how was that please consider drawing that please